Help Me Create My Oracle Deck!

And Share My Story

Combining my service to humanity with my lovely intuitive art!

I literally had such a blast a this year's Elkhart Art Walk! #Elkhartartwalk

This was my VERY FIRST SHOW and I really had no clue what to expect. I was excited, nervous, and completely overwhelmed doing all of the set up and preparation on my own while working my factory job working 40+ hours that week.

I had wanted to do art shows for over a year now when I first started attempting to be self employed.... then COVID 19 hit just ONE month later. Which really set everything I had planned into a new direction.

So, instead of art and craft shows... I started Live Streaming on Twitch.tv! #Twtichtv. I figured if I couldn't go out and meet people... I was just gonna refocus, recalibrate, adjust... and use what I could and what I already had available to me... which was a computer... and the internet. I spent most of my time to really push my online presence.

(Dark Crystal Painting -- by Lady Luna Star)

I didn't realize at the time how much I would grow to LOVE streaming on Twitch.

(Ironically, I have always wanted to be like Bob Ross... then I found out he's still streaming on Twitch and I am too... (Live Streaming Traditional art is rare on this platform.) Can't get any closer to him than that. MISSION ACCOMPLISHED.)

Let's do our thing Bob!!!

I started Initially only creating and streaming my intuitive artwork on Twitch, but with the pandemic and the global stress of the world continuing to rise into lots of confusion and fear... with looming loneliness and the feeling of having no one to talk to... I opened myself up to be more of service. I wanted to simply be a part and piece of the world that was safe, comforting and healing. I wanted to be there for people.

I started to then move to doing card readings. Psychic card readings. Which became very popular very quickly! Leaving little time or space for my artwork... but that was ok, because I was helping people. I was making a difference in people's lives when they really felt they had no where else to turn. No one else to talk to. No one to help them understand why they were feeling how they did, and what they could or should do with it. The Pandemic and seemingly never ending Lockdown was extremely hard on every single one of us. Mentally, emotionally, psychologically, and even physically. Many of us had no other way to connect with people after being in lockdown.

All of this darkness, this fear, this confusion, this loneliness TRANSFORMED my streaming on Twitch.tv. It was no longer about getting money fast or another way to boost my business and popularity numbers... IT GREW INTO A CALLING TO SERVE HUMANITY.

AND I DID

(....sobs uncontrollably...)

JUST IN TIME

I quickly went from a mindset of how can this platform help my new self-owned business? To one that was asking, how can I help more people?

Twtich.tv Changed my view about social media. It changed my HEART on the POSITIVE IMPACT it can have. It's all about INTENTION...I wasn't using it to get famous or post pretty pictures, or talk about all of my accomplishments, or even really sell my artwork or services... I had made it about HELPING PEOPLE. GENUINELY HELPING THEM... AND CHANGING THEIR LIVES.

I ESSENTIALLY BECAME WHAT I WANTED TO SEE IN THE WORLD... BLASTED IT TO FULL VOLUME AND BLARED IT OUT... UNEDITED ON THE INTERNET... FOR THE WORLD TO SEE.

I WANTED TO SEE A WORLD THAT WAS BEAUTIFUL AND GAVE A DAMN ABOUT PEOPLE AND THEIR STRUGGLES. SO I BECAME THAT PERSON... NOT JUST IN MY QUIET ROOM TO MYSELF OR WITH MY FAMILY OR FRIENDS. BUT EVERYONE. THE WORLD.

I DIDNT CARE WHO YOU WERE... WHAT YOU HAD DONE. WHAT YOU LOOKED LIKE...I LITERALLY COULDNT CARE. YOU WERE JUST LETTERS ON A SCREEN... AND YET, IN SOME MAGICAL WAY. THOSE ARE THE SAME REASONS I WAS ABLE TO ACTUALLY SEE YOU.

LIKE ACTUALLY SEE YOU!

I COULD ACTUALLY SEE YOU BECAUSE I COULDNT SEE YOU!!! HOW IRONIC IS THAT!?!

No preconceived ideas... no social status cues, no gender concepts, no age assumptions, no race, no ethnicity, no physical disability, no mental imparity, no... I COULDNT SEE THOSE THINGS. I SAW NOTHING.

and because of this I was truly able to help people.

GENUINELY SEE THEM AND HELP THEM.

By helping teach people how to deal with their emotions in a more healthy way. No more repressing them guys! **Classic Grandma eyebrow raise**

(The video is too long for me to post here but it is forever archived by Twitch.tv in my Highlights section. -- Here is the link for those that want to watch the full video. https://www.twitch.tv/videos/767403631

I didn't help just once...

But again...

and again..

Helping others through the Twitch.tv platform had become my avenue for healing the world.

One person at a time.

One story at a time.

One lesson at a time.

One struggle at a time.

I quickly discovered that the need was great and I was just one person... There was no way I was going to be able to help everyone. I was already spending so much time aiding, and assisting and guiding.... but it still didn't feel like enough. It still felt like I wasn't able to help enough people.

So I focused on groups. Group guidance, group discussions, group card readings... and then...

The big one came...

GROUP ENERGY HEALING

WHAAAAAAAAAAAT THE ACTUAL FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!?

Yep. -- That's literally how I felt when the idea came to me.

I didn't even know what this meant.

How does that even work? What even is it?

I AM NOT TRAINED!

WHO AM I TO HANDLE AND GUIDE ALL THAT ENERGY!?

and most importantly...

IS THAT EVEN LEGAL TO DO ON TWITCH!?

Twitch.tv has rules and regulations for health advice for a VERY GOOD REASON! BASICALLY, DONT DO IT! ESPECIALLY IF YOU ARE NOT A LISCENSE PROFESSIONAL. They want to make sure that their viewers are safe and protected. Not just the viewers but the streamers and the company themselves. It's really for the safety of everyone. So this was a serious question to ask.

NO ONE ON THE PLATFORM WAS DOING ANYTHING LIKE THIS. WHO DO YOU ASK FOR SECOND OPINIONS FROM? WHERE DO I GO FOR ADVICE!?

So I hunted around...

and found...

Nothing...

NO ONE ON ANY PLATFORM WAS DOING ANYTHING LIKE THIS...

ESPECIALLY NOT LIVE

There was a lot of confusion and fear and worry and uncertainty...

SO I MADE IT INTO A MEDIATATION FORMAT.

AND DID IT ANYWAY...

(Image of Lady Luna Star guiding the meditation and energy work on Twitch.tv )

I was nervous as HELL but I had a lovely group of fellow lightworkers who wished to aid in the healing along with me.

My chatbot on Twitch (Streamlabs bot) would remind people to be mindful of themselves, breathe, drink water, feel the emotions and breathe them out. It would remind my fellow Lightworkers to join in on the healing and energy work and continually check in with others to ensure everyone's wellbeing and comfortability. The bot would reminds us all that there is no such thing as progressing too slow and that it was important to make themselves comfortable as things naturally came to the surface to be released. Many were encouraged to sit or lay down during these Live Streams.

"You cannot avoid or ignore pain, it must transmute through you."

I also spent time coaching and teaching people how to find emotional or energetic "stones" in their bodies and how to move them out of their energetic system by transmuting it through their chakras.

("Astral Body" -- Painting by Lady Luna Star)

The group healing was done in waves... All orchestrated by me. (And my lovely Wands)

(Copper and Clear Quartz Chakra Wand-- owned by Lady Luna Star)

The Healing was structured and executed in segments, or waves. Allowing for ample time for everyone to flow with each other, and share in the same experience. Lot's of time was made for pauses and grounding. Nothing in the process was ever rushed. Everyone would wait if someone or a few people needed more time with a wave or process. This helped everyone immensely not only in healing, but in joining, supporting and honoring others and their healing as a group. A loving supportive family. ON THE INTERNET.

The waves were broken down similarly to this (This is a general example and not an exact representation.):

• One wave for intention setting, centering into the body (Especially for those prone to astral projection or escapism/disassociation) and grounding

• One wave for focused intention on what healing we wanted to focus on (This was generally a shared focus point for everyone. Though we did some sessions where everyone chose their own focus.)

• One wave for introducing the energy (Examples of energy include: Rainbow, vortex, water, Moon, Mist, Sunlight, Solar Grids, Earth Grids, Earths Crystal Center Grid, Star dust ect... The list could go on forever...) we would work with the energy a bit to become familiar with it enough to help our healing focus

• correlating the energy with our intention

• A wave of grounding

• A wave of integration

• A wave of dispersing mental blockages

• A wave of releasing

• Another wave of integration with grounding

• final touch ups and grounding

• A final wave of cleansing, resetting, centering and grounding

NOTE: We may have done some of these in multiple rotations depending on the energy and where everyone was at in the healing process.

("Soul Flames" -- Painting by Lady Luna Star) -- This piece includes, twinflame, water, bubble, flame, steam, vortex, and multiple types of fairy energies.

Some of my Lightworkers team and friends would step forward and work closely with other individuals who needed some extra support, healing, or guidance through the meditation process.

This grew into a larger likeminded community on Twitch.tv

https://www.twitch.tv/team/lightbringers

I had received the largest viewer counts on these nights. (Every Thursday starting at 6pm EST.) My numbers had become so high that I was able to apply for Twitch Partner!

I was so thrilled and excited! This felt like a confirmation from the universe that I was on the right path and doing good work for humanity and myself! I felt I had found my path and purpose!

It was amazing and beautiful! I was on cloud 9! I couldnt believe I was standing in the doorway of manifesting my dreams!!!!!

However, life quickly threw me through a tornado.

Twitch.tv had DENINED my partnership application...

ONCE...

TWICE...

THREE TIMES...

AND A FOURTH...

AND A FIFTH...

AND A SIXTH...

FINALLY A SEVENTH...

I WAS STILL DENIED.

7 times... I was denied my dream.

7 times... I was rejected by a platform I had spent nearly 3 years of my life on.

7 times... I had questioned my self worth

7 times I questioned my content

7 times I questioned my psychic abilities

7 times I questioned if my painting skills were good enough

7 times I had continued to believe in myself regardless of the doubts

7 times I had gathered up the faith and courage to say, "It's ok. I can get this next time, don't be sad and don't sweat it. You're bound to get a yes eventually. It's inevitable."

7 times I had been let down.

7 times I had carried faith for something that had not come through...

...and now I was starting to think... perhaps it would never come through.

I had to start being realistic with myself.

How much time is too much time?

Is this actually a dead end for me?

If it is meant to be in my life shouldn't this just flow in?

If this is really my path and purpose then why to do I keep hitting walls and blockages when my goal seems so close to me?

Is this repeated rejection a continuous sign that I need to move on? Am I being guided elsewhere after this repeated failure? Do I keep getting denied so that I can take a hint finally and become redirected on my path?

Why guide me this way and have everything flow so easily at first only to end like this, in a continual rejection?

NOTHING MADE SENSE ANYMORE.

COUNTLESS times I had sleepless tearful nights.

COUNTLESS times I had to pick myself up

COUNTLESS times I had worked endless hours on myself and my content

COUNTLESS times I had spent praying and asking for what I wanted

COUNTLESS times I had created specific intentions and plans of execution

COUNTLESS times I took action towards my dream

COUNTLESS times I created new avenues for my dream to grow

IMMEASURABLE TIME spent just trying to be happy and do what I love... and turn it into a living. Into a calling, into a lifestyle, into my career.

(Lady Luna Star with her painting -- "Destined Flight of the Butterfly")

COUNTLES times I shared my story... my life... with others who believed in me. Even when I didn't anymore.

My community on Twitch.tv wasn't just a bunch of people or viewers watching me paint. They became a beautiful community! A lovely family who just wanted to be a part of something beautiful in the world. Something lovely, something soulful, healing and full of genuine love and compassion.

Together, we all wanted to make a difference. To join together in something bigger than ourselves... each other.

While I have no idea what will happen next for me. I am taking the time to grow in other ways. I am trying to heal the pain from failure and disappointment. I am taking time to heal from my broken dream. Heal from the heartbreak of opening an empty box. Healing from the heartbreak of the wish not being fulfilled, and the prayer not being answered.

This is not a happy, "I got everything I wanted with ease." Blog post. This is the truth. Sometimes you work your ass off and you don't get what you want.

Well, there it is. My story of hope, success, along with utter failure, pain, and heartbreak. I would like to end on a high note with some awesome thing or achievement that has happened to me recently that renewed my faith in my dream... but I don't have any of that at the moment.

Just me. Picking up the pieces.

("Galactic Portal" -- Painting by Lady Luna Star)

Here's to hopping I can at least make something of this failure. I am hoping that I can make something great that does end up working out for me.

Perhaps the creation of this Oracle Deck is it!

If you would like to help.

Please just share this story.

Thank you for taking the time to read a small part of my story. I appreciate all of you so much. Continued love and light. Even in this darkness.

Love to you always,

Lady Luna Star

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